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Hey guys! I just decided to write here for the first time in forever... sorry about that..

Right now in my life everything is so confusing... Sometimes I hate high school and sometimes I love it..
It is good to have someone to spill to again..

Yeah... I just want everything to work out...

Lemme tell you a story.. I have a little brother named David.. and well he is depressed.. and my mother only ever talks to me about him.. it makes me really sad because I'm just like this shadow looming over him.. nothing more than that.. and I just feel sort of alone right now in this world... it is hard.. pretending to be so strong... Why does it all have to be a lie.. but anyway.. I am just a little sad right now.. Hopefully the party I am going to on Saturday will make things better.. *sigh*

Another problem is that in Kings Court.. the choir I got moved up to.. I can't sing with the Ensemble because I am a freshman and they had to cut 2 people to make the mark.. so that is also getting me down... Just tired too.. lotsa work from my X classes not to mention ICC outside school.. no time to not pretend...

huggles guys! See you all laters...